birth of thought [04 Oct 2009|12:38am] Its what makes the world go round...when you know...its hard to hide. Like pretending or playing a role like we must to accomplish whatever sense of duty we may feel(inside). but who the hell is this we? is it just a figment of an imagination blowing off neurons quicker than this experience leaving us? how to fight individuality...we take the we and make into me. creation of perception you make it...we tell you what it is...and you'll be lost. you make it...you break it. fill what is empty and empty what is full its easier said than done. you just didn't want to. nevermind...we'll just watch something instead. post comment

[29 Sep 2009|07:14pm] I'm going to cover Biggie's "Gimme the loot" with a live band. word to mother...Im dangerous crazier than a bag of fucking angel dust When I bust my gat motherfuckers take dirt naps Im all that and a dime sack where the paper at? GIMMME THE LOOT! 1 comment|post comment

Almost outta work.... [14 Sep 2009|07:23pm] Songs to record in the next 3 days... 1.Temple 2.En La Luz 3.Super Chato 4.SMG 5.Conversations About Who That Person Really Was.. Maybes 6.Life's a Drag 7.People Will Always Be Talking 8.I Miss You Like I Miss The Sun GO! post comment

[13 Sep 2009|01:21am] i love my guitar....:) post comment

[06 Aug 2009|11:26pm] In a month from today I will be a quarter of a century old...what the fuck? 1 comment|post comment

[24 Jul 2009|06:48am] I see people selling their possessions in the street for funds to buy food. I see military action as well as marshall law and curfews. I see a police state. I see people begging the government to intervene in their lives to solve the problems they created. American....do you remember Russia? I see your money not being worth half as much as it used to be. I see people spying on each other and ratting each other out. I see FEMA camps filling up with people that need to "re-educated" I see forced vaccinations. ALL THIS IN THE NAME OF...Freedom. post comment

[19 Jul 2009|09:40pm] I'm just happy to be here post comment

tu mama en una bicicleta sin asiento [10 Jun 2009|01:29am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | guess ] i just banged out 3 songs...man im really tired...i'm not completely happy with them except 1 haha...vocals and some little things need to be tweak but at least i have the skeleton to work with... blac conversations about who that person really was super chato temple en la luz so far so gooood....man this shit is really draining haha... :) post comment

;) [25 May 2009|01:35am] So I finally uploaded one of my songs onto the interweb...not something I wanted to do but I was tired of emailing my music to peeps etc...so I set up a temp account on music nation to so peeps can give it a listen...Im going to delete the account at the end of the week...i just dont trust these fucking terms and conditions...;) This is one of the acoustic demos I was working on that I was going to send to Charlie. 7 comments|post comment

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[20 May 2009|07:47pm] it just really makes me wonder 1 comment|post comment

Hot Mayo Ketchup Platter [16 May 2009|01:05pm] Freddie is the MAN! I'm at work...today is my "Friday" I have the next 2 days off. Its been a looong, frustrating week....but I made it! Now I plan on recording the rest of the songs and sending them to Charlie by Tuesday morning. I quit smoking pot...cold turkey. Its been 3 days and its been like nothing. I enjoy my clarity of mind and the objectiveness I exude socially is right on for me...last time I felt like this was when James and I had our last trip. The clarity is there...so so so there. Will I smoke again? Yes...sure why not? When? The goal is 90 days...then after that itll be more of a occasional thing. Man...I'm almost out of work...weeeeeeeeeeeee....oh and.... HAPPY BERFDAY JESS! 2 comments|post comment

[03 May 2009|07:46am] FUCK THE japandroids THEY ARE JUST ANOTHER FUCKING VELVET TEEN RIP OFF! 2 comments|post comment

[27 Apr 2009|10:02pm] I'm starting to have a feeling that this summer to come will be fucking amazing. 1 comment|post comment

Going to work dont wanna go dont want to interrupt the flow... [23 Apr 2009|10:28am] Yo D-LO! post comment

Grrrrrl! You ain't better than the germs I spread... [22 Apr 2009|03:24pm] I had a dream that I was walking along side a river with 2 friends. We kept following the river until we entered a forest with thick canopy so it was pretty dark with some rays of light peeking through. There was trash and waste and what not all over the ground and water. For some odd reason I noticed this tree stump...I walked up to it and saw that it was hollowed out and full of people curled up in fetal position. They were all bald with grayish skin...they didn't look decomposed or anything but my first thought was that it ws dead bodies inside the tree...but as I type this I'm coming to the realization that maybe it was a symbol for something else...I can remember a bald man the most because he was on top of the heap. I remember taking a step back and looking up at the canopy and then the river and I woke. I know I'll just have to dwell on it a bit more and decipher it. "Insanity is the sanest way to cope with this modern exsistance." -Me Its a bit elementary but it speaks truthes. James and I have had this conversation before. If everything symptom of mental illness or even physical illness was correct...it would just mean that we are all fucking sick. I'll admit the world is really sick...sick sick sick sick. Sick in a cancerous,concrete,artificial exsistance. Find your way...thats all I can say...find you're own way. There should be no template on which every human can fit in...it simply doesn't exsist. know that you know...make sure you never forget. 1 comment|post comment

alive and swell [03 Apr 2009|03:34pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | FNY - Comin' Up ] Now that I have a full time job I can't chill at home all day and smoke weed and eat junk food and have sex all day...it sucks man but I am making money which will enable me to do all those things and then some. Things to buy: Guitar Amp Bed Clothes Drums Stuff to make the house look pretty ( hobby lobby michaels pier1 etc) Brushes for da drums Some sort of multi-track recorder Shoes (tennis,casual and work) Work Clothes Microphone (SM-57a beta for starters) Studio time with Don Carlos Thats all I can think of now...things are swell man. I got a new phone as well which I need to give the number to my friends that live far away that way they no longer have an excuse...:) 5 comments|post comment

[06 Mar 2009|07:54am] Facing New York on hiatus...SUCKS! Get Hot grow on me and its easily one of the best to come out in 08'...well just another band that is together for yeeears and then breaks up probably due to not making it...but who knows...ppl always know when to throw in the towel...oh well. I'm going to the valley with ya dude...at least for the weekend...I got some business...yo Manny I'll be in the valley on the 13th I believe I'll hit u up...I messaged charlie I hope he isn't too busy...its short noticed but then again what isn't. hmmmm....break anyone? work at 12...next 2 days off...:) 7 comments|post comment

The Illustrated Portraits [23 Feb 2009|03:55am] I guess this is a pretty personal entry...Judith took most of these...this was the most fun/terrifying times ever. I will admit...I came out of it a better person...good times. 6 comments|post comment

Socialist European state? [09 Feb 2009|10:33pm] I loved how King Obama begged on national television. Fuck that stimulus... High Five for Socialism post comment

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