ya lo ves

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 21:38:13 GMT

Bless you.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 19:38:56 GMT

...I'm gonna miss this fucking place.

the people man...the people.

birth of thought

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 05:55:29 GMT

Its what makes the world go round...when you know...its hard to hide. Like pretending or playing a role like we must to accomplish whatever sense of duty we may feel(inside). but who the hell is this we? is it just a figment of an imagination blowing off neurons quicker than this experience leaving us?

how to fight individuality...we take the we and make into me.

creation of perception

you make it...we tell you what it is...and you'll be lost.

you make it...you break it.

fill what is empty and empty what is full

its easier said than done.

you just didn't want to.

nevermind...we'll just watch something instead.

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 00:20:23 GMT

I'm going to cover Biggie's "Gimme the loot" with a live band.

word to mother...Im dangerous
crazier than a bag of fucking angel dust
When I bust my gat motherfuckers take dirt naps
Im all that and a dime sack where the paper at?

GIMMME THE LOOT!

Almost outta work....

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 00:47:01 GMT

Songs to record in the next 3 days...

1.Temple
2.En La Luz
3.Super Chato
4.SMG
5.Conversations About Who That Person Really Was..

Maybes

6.Life's a Drag
7.People Will Always Be Talking
8.I Miss You Like I Miss The Sun

GO!

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 06:21:38 GMT

i love my guitar....:)

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 04:26:51 GMT

In a month from today I will be a quarter of a century old...what the fuck?

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 12:10:36 GMT

I see people selling their possessions in the street for funds to buy food.
I see military action as well as marshall law and curfews.
I see a police state.
I see people begging the government to intervene in their lives to solve the problems they created.

American....do you remember Russia?

I see your money not being worth half as much as it used to be.
I see people spying on each other and ratting each other out.
I see FEMA camps filling up with people that need to "re-educated"
I see forced vaccinations.

ALL THIS IN THE NAME OF...Freedom.

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 02:41:11 GMT

I'm just happy to be here

tu mama en una bicicleta sin asiento

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 06:34:41 GMT

i just banged out 3 songs...man im really tired...i'm not completely happy with them except 1 haha...vocals and some little things need to be tweak but at least i have the skeleton to work with...

blac
conversations about who that person really was
super chato
temple
en la luz

so far so gooood....man this shit is really draining haha...

:)

;)

Mon, 25 May 2009 06:38:06 GMT

So I finally uploaded one of my songs onto the interweb...not something I wanted to do but I was tired of emailing my music to peeps etc...so I set up a temp account on music nation to so peeps can give it a listen...Im going to delete the account at the end of the week...i just dont trust these fucking terms and conditions...;)

This is one of the acoustic demos I was working on that I was going to send to Charlie.

Sat, 23 May 2009 15:50:08 GMT

Thu, 21 May 2009 00:47:55 GMT

it just really makes me wonder

Hot Mayo Ketchup Platter

Sat, 16 May 2009 20:46:43 GMT

Freddie is the MAN!

I'm at work...today is my "Friday" I have the next 2 days off. Its been a looong, frustrating week....but I made it! Now I plan on recording the rest of the songs and sending them to Charlie by Tuesday morning.

I quit smoking pot...cold turkey. Its been 3 days and its been like nothing. I enjoy my clarity of mind and the objectiveness I exude socially is right on for me...last time I felt like this was when James and I had our last trip. The clarity is there...so so so there.
Will I smoke again? Yes...sure why not?
When? The goal is 90 days...then after that itll be more of a occasional thing.

Man...I'm almost out of work...weeeeeeeeeeeee....oh and....

HAPPY BERFDAY JESS!

Sun, 03 May 2009 12:46:33 GMT

FUCK THE

japandroids

THEY ARE
JUST ANOTHER FUCKING
VELVET TEEN RIP OFF!

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 03:03:22 GMT

I'm starting to have a feeling that this summer to come will be fucking amazing.

Going to work dont wanna go dont want to interrupt the flow...

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 15:30:09 GMT

Yo D-LO!

Grrrrrl! You ain't better than the germs I spread...

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 20:47:23 GMT

I had a dream that I was walking along side a river with 2 friends. We kept following the river until we entered a forest with thick canopy so it was pretty dark with some rays of light peeking through. There was trash and waste and what not all over the ground and water. For some odd reason I noticed this tree stump...I walked up to it and saw that it was hollowed out and full of people curled up in fetal position. They were all bald with grayish skin...they didn't look decomposed or anything but my first thought was that it ws dead bodies inside the tree...but as I type this I'm coming to the realization that maybe it was a symbol for something else...I can remember a bald man the most because he was on top of the heap. I remember taking a step back and looking up at the canopy and then the river and I woke.

I know I'll just have to dwell on it a bit more and decipher it.

"Insanity is the sanest way to cope with this modern exsistance."

-Me

Its a bit elementary but it speaks truthes. James and I have had this conversation before.
If everything symptom of mental illness or even physical illness was correct...it would just mean that we are all fucking sick.

I'll admit the world is really sick...sick sick sick sick. Sick in a cancerous,concrete,artificial exsistance.

Find your way...thats all I can say...find you're own way.

There should be no template on which every human can fit in...it simply doesn't exsist.

know that you know...make sure you never forget.

alive and swell

Fri, 03 Apr 2009 20:38:42 GMT

Now that I have a full time job I can't chill at home all day and smoke weed and eat junk food and have sex all day...it sucks man

but

I am making money which will enable me to do all those things and then some.

Things to buy:

Guitar
Amp
Bed
Clothes
Drums
Stuff to make the house look pretty ( hobby lobby michaels pier1 etc)
Brushes for da drums
Some sort of multi-track recorder
Shoes (tennis,casual and work)
Work Clothes
Microphone (SM-57a beta for starters)
Studio time with Don Carlos

Thats all I can think of now...things are swell man.

I got a new phone as well which I need to give the number to my friends that live far away that way they no longer have an excuse...:)

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 13:56:18 GMT

Facing New York on hiatus...SUCKS!

Get Hot grow on me and its easily one of the best to come out in 08'...well just another band that is together for yeeears and then breaks up probably due to not making it...but who knows...ppl always know when to throw in the towel...oh well.

I'm going to the valley with ya dude...at least for the weekend...I got some business...yo Manny I'll be in the valley on the 13th I believe I'll hit u up...I messaged charlie I hope he isn't too busy...its short noticed but then again what isn't.

hmmmm....break anyone?

work at 12...next 2 days off...:)

The Illustrated Portraits

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 10:04:40 GMT

I guess this is a pretty personal entry...Judith took most of these...this was the most fun/terrifying times ever. I will admit...I came out of it a better person...good times.

Socialist European state?

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 04:35:31 GMT

I loved how King Obama begged on national television.

Fuck that stimulus...

High Five for Socialism

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 13:10:02 GMT

what you recognize in me is what you see in yourself...

Sigo con esa mirada para ti...el Amor es para siempre.

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 02:45:30 GMT

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 15:00:39 GMT

new job...hmmmm

El que quiere...puede.